Modern Sonic V5.12

Modern Sonic V5.12 2021-10-13

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cheeseboi. said:
fr, it’s been confirmed that it’s literally coming out this year and people just can’t wait a few months
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That what i said, with the delay to december, People will start tweaking eventually, but im surprised and dissapointed that it got to this point.
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zoozormodernv6andXsonic said:
Sonic likes to do things that he wants
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Understable, have a great day :welcometoreleases:
 
nx77 said:
Yeah, It's because of MrBoingBD. He gave the build to a friend he trusted to make a level pack. Then it turns out his friend wasn't trustworthy enough and leaked it.
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Goddamn dude
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kaz² said:
The combo system was fully implemented long ago, and has things for each HUD. It'll be a fun mechanic to fiddle with when you guys get to play it. If I, someone who's so emotionally dulled and numb right now, can have fun with the combo system, I'm willing to bet y'all will love it.

Hope you guys enjoy this a lot when it releases, see y'all later.

haiiii!!!!!!!! ^w^ (you know WHAT news this is just by this)

So what happened those last couple of days? (serious topics, mentions of suicide, and overall a long-ish story :P)
Basically, close friends and me were having a conversation, and I said something that unintentionally reminded him of extremely traumatizing and painful memories from last year. Problem being I didn't know at all, and i didn't know because I wasn't talking to them much last year despite them being one of my closest friends. I hadn't been talking to them since I was so caught up in my own school life and I had to adapt to a new school, new place, and new people. To make things even crazier, I had that on top of the fact I was riddled with lots of schoolwork, and dealing with my big family's drama.

What genuinely destroyed me is that I saw my close friend go from so happy and expressive person to one full of emotional nothingness, it hurt to see them go back to how they were years ago and I felt as if i was somehow responsible for making them that way. It didn't help that some of (now no longer) friends were talking down on my name and making me seem like I did in fact know, when I did not.

That situation left me so emotionally numb, so deeply conflicted and just hurt. It clearly made it's influence, as you can see with my recent mb messages and my behavior outside of here. I had mentally dropped and just isolated, started to just lose my energy and spark I had the days prior. I'd struggle to sleep and just spend hours having my head spin in circles and circles. I'd wake up crying uncontrollably, do a little self-care while I just fell apart, then just go listen to music or do things to occupy myself. I'd do it to try and escape how i was feeling in that moment, to ease the pain, ease the sorrow I so deeply believed in. I couldn't even enjoy the things I so dearly cherished and loved before. I had lost my social energy, and just went full reclusive and isolated. My days were just long, overarched thought loops of guilt and self-hate that brought both me and what I said down in the gutter. I'd occasionally talk to my other good close, trusted friends about my situation and they'd help me through it, but I barely had the capacity or energy to keep talking. My own thoughts and behavior had fallen so deep that I had gone borderline suicidal at one point, and attempted on my own life. I thank both my own stubbornness, my newfound will to live, the people around me, and my deep resolve that I didn't go fully through with it and end up dead. My will to keep going leads me to this beautiful culmination of perseverance, today, April 14th 2024.

This day I finally reached out to my close friend and really had a deep, 40 minute long conversation about these issues, how I'd been, how'd he been. He opened up about what was going on with last year, and I got my assurance that it truly wasn't my fault and that my guilt was unwarranted. I finally had my opportunity to just break down, shed some real tears, and just let what I had held onto come out in its purest form after so many hours. That conversation brought us closer, now we're on good terms and talk A LOT more than ever. He's helped clear my name and disprove what my now former friends were saying about me. He then went on and helped me cut off and get those people who showed their true, selfish colors out of our lives and away from all this hate and sorrow.

That is what my life has been for this past couple of days. I thank a lot of those around me for believing me and keeping the level head I couldn't keep at the time.

im doing good, im safe, and things are brighter, thank you all for the massive support over these days. It's these hardships that show who truly care about you and who are those you shouldn't be around. This situation has both broken me, and then put me back together stronger than ever.

I'll probably be actively sharing on v6 (if there is any info worthy of sharing >:3), answering questions, and just being that cool guy around here!

appreciate yall, kaz out with glee!!!!!!!!!! >w<
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I hope you're feeling good
 
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