I have made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. What I typed that day in the Message Board was uncouth of me. The message you see before you is raw, it was unfiltered. I should have never posted the message. I should have put the keyboard down and stopped typing what I was going through. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the internet. I want to apologize to everybody seeing my ugly past. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. But most importantly I want to apologize to the victim and his family. For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my content is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.
