I've read all the posts, and made a descision....
I'm gonna' stay. I guess what i'm trying to say is, segmint, you do have a point. I guess i've been on a pity trip for a while, but i can't be all emo and mushy, I've just got to buck up and fight.
I'm not saying that it doesn't suck, but i am saying that i just got to realise that people come to this forum to have fun and get away from those problems in life...just took someone with the guts to tell me that for me to realise it...thank you segmint, you've done more for me than you could realise....
i'm gonna' go and use this forum as it's supposed to be used...to get away from my troubles, not stew over them!(and to nev3r, as well as many others....thank you, too, your encouraging words also make me stronger...)